Now my life may be sadder than ethan's

The first night i spent here was freezing cold.. i turned my heater up to the maximum but apparently it isn't very warm. so today i went into my friend's room and it was so freaking WARM and NICE. so i realized that my heater wasn't working. So the front desk was nice enough to send a mechanic over. but apparently the day mechanics are already off , so the guy who comes doesn't really know how to fix it. so he tells me it'll only be done on MONDAY. luckily, he gives me a spare heater, which was great..until it got burned and smoked up my whole room, and my smoke alarm went off ! so i had to call the mechanic again.. and this time i finally have a working heater.. as long as it doesn't blow up tonight. so ethan, my life.. could actually be sadder..

WTF

Well, WTF is actually happening to our country. Till now no one is actually caught for bombing the churches? Ass wipes. Come on seriously. If we do some candlelight virgil people are being caught and put into ISA but now you mother fuckers bomb the church and no one is caught. The country is turning into a laughing stock really. Congratulations if your aim was to be on CNN. Yes you made it but for the fucking wrong reasons.

I...

...wanna post something on the blog, but I just don't have any ideas.

Though DAMN do I look good in the new photo in the sidebar. Why is it those nice pictures of me can't become the header? :(

a good long post while i'm in singapore

what a horrid way to start my journey overseas. for those of you who don't know, losing your wallet isn't nice. especially so after you've had multiple phones stolen, carjacked, robbed at a cyber cafe .. and now this. . But as some stupid emo song played on my ipod while i was on the plane, i know that it didn't matter. with the valuables, they are always eventually put behind and forgotten. but i know that i'll miss the people that i'll be leaving behind and the relationships (well not in an "ethan" kind of way) far more.. so thank you DJ BOYs (and GIRLS) . when i went into college, i realized that almost everyone in college seemed to hang out together. they clicked but somehow i didn't . but i realized that most of them have simply lost contact with their high school friends. i guess it wasn't that i couldn't get along with them.. i just could never get along with anyone as well as i do with you DJ people. so as i leave to the US i hope to make new friends, but I know that all of you will always be the closest to me. so i'm thankful for the friendships that were forged. thank you all for being my friend. i'm sorry if i've ever hurt any of you. Take care now . till the next time i see all of you (which may be just this summer, but let me make the post sound more emo). Good bye.

AND finally (I'm Sorry).. in accordance with the blog's main reason of existence. a special shout-out to ethan. who managed to stray into seremban while on his journey to klia. thank you for making it there. and thank you especially.. because when i lost my wallet, spilled my drink, got tired of walking in the airport.. i think of you, ethan tay, in seremban.. and suddenly, my life, can never be... as sad.

love,

erwin

(ethanssadlife.blogspot.com)

Goodbye Erwin

First of all, sorry Ethan for not making that turning when i had to and end up spending an extra 70 km drive. Sorry bro. No wonder they say smoking is bad, not only to health but time as well. A thousand apologies.

I guess no one is there to organize futsal or poker anymore cause the manager of it all has left the country to pursue his dreams. No more text saying Guys poker at ..... house at (time) please reply asap or guys futsal tomorrow challenger. 3 to 6. Hahaha. Anyway, Good luck Erwin in all your future undertakings and may God always be upon you guiding your steps to success. =)

And here we fucking go!

Hello 2010. You surprise me with every new day. How about something more, pleasant. Please? :)

Byeee

4 days to go. i shall think up a good long post when i'm bored in transit in singapore. but in case my plane crashes before i reach there, good bye people... and of course , ethan.

One more...

..month left in Malaysia. This is getting surreal. :\

Why is it I suddenly feel I'm not ready?



*Edit

Does anybody think Jesse looks awesome in the picture on the right, or is it just me? Hahahha. Btw where the fuck is everybody!? Or are we gonna change this to dillionssadlife.blogspot.com?

Life's a Bitch

Have you ever wondered why life is just being such a pain in the ass. Its like you just don't feel like going through it and hope judgement day will just fucking come. No more Quas nor Alsafa, not worrying bout your education and what your gonna do after that and most of all not worrying about love or finding love to be exact. Well i guess love will actually make you or break you. Its like Yong Meng putting his dick into Ethan's ass. It'll make or break Ethan i suppose. Most likely to make it. HAHAHA. Don't get mad Ethan, its just a joke.

Anyway, the point is, how the FUCK do you actually like someone so damn bloody much but in the end the feelings that you pour out is just like your pee flowing right down the toilet bowl and being flush right after that into the sewage. People often say, you gotta move on bro. I know its easy to say cause even i say it but how do you do it when your brain says yes but most importantly your heart says no. I know your heart is connected to your brain, bla bla bla, but you get my point right. But why. Why does these kinda things always happen to me. I know what all of you will answer. KARMA. I know i did lots of bad stuff in the past especially when it comes to girls and I'm sorry for what had happened. I know one sorry wouldn't really fix all those things in the past but honestly I really am. Anyway back to the topic where i thought i found the right one and on the other hand she thought so too and then hell breaks loose and now, you dunno if you wanna continue. I mean like wtf really. I thought when you say I love you, its suppose to be filled with sincerity and honesty. I guess i just took those words too seriously. Maybe i was thinking with my dick instead of my brain which what most of us do when we are "IN LOVE" at least we thought we are. No wonder many people out there always thought that they are in love until they get married and found out that "yea, i'm in love" but with the wrong fucking person. I guess love makes the world go blind only for marriage to open their eyes.

I guess all I'm left here now is hope. I believe that something that you actually let free but in the end comes back to you is really yours. I should stop being so persistent, and hopefully she'll just fall right back into my arms. I'm sorry guys for posting up something emotional but I just wanted to express how fucked up am I feeling right now. Maybe as years go by I'll probably look back at this and say Dillion your a fucking Idiot. Why the fuck are you thinking like Ethan. But oh well i guess life is life, just like a wheel having its ups and downs. Maybe I should just go and watch some porn and masturbate to it just to make myself feel better. Releasing emo-ness through your sperms might just be the way to go. Like how Yi Han does it at the massage parlor.

hi guys =D

in reference to yongmeng's post http://djboys07.blogspot.com/2009/10/ethans-bad-day.html

yong meng, despite everything that happen to Ethan, you do realize what you did that night at space right?

it was like my car crash, but instead of my swift and a wall, it was your tongue and a pile of shit.

best part, you stuck around to taste the shit even longer and felt proud having tasted the shit.

prettiest girl in the club.

as the Australians say,

good on ya mate'

=)

racist?

lol. Since when was i racist dina. hahahaha. I don't think i said anything which was racist. Anyway lifes a bitch. Wtf really. Come and go as you like? Sigh.

So boys.. When is the next drinking session?

This is getting too gay. We're already a blog of 8 guys. Can you all please control yourselves? Especially Wei Kit. I know you miss kissing Yong Meng. Don't deny it, it was your DAILY routine in class when we were form 5. Hahaha.

WEI KIT

LOL Why am i third again?

for the one and only tan yong meng

_|_ you tan yong meng. lol. u can have babies with ethan if u wan. i wouldnt want to